rantings of redeyes IV

Sometimes it's perfectly normal for someone to feel disappointed at something someone else had done because it's normal, and there's nothing bigger in this world for that someone at that moment, because the someone that he is disappointed at is the most special person for him.

But it is also perfectly normal for you to not play a game when she's playing it. And I can betcha that she's playing extremely well too. So while you are disappointed, the feelings that you will have at that particular moment are those comparable to someone who has just had his heart stabbed. The pain that comes with it is indescribable. You wish that all has never happened. That all remaineth but a dream.

So those sometimes make you feel that you want to just let it go, the race to be abandoned. I can assure you that no matter what you do, you will still think of the race. I know it's incomplete, but you will just cherish the journey that had been travelled so far, and enjoy the presence of that particular someone in the journey sometimes. But those times just make you want to give up ASAP, because there's nothing more important that seeing that someone happy, and not as disappointed as you are.

Just a note to that special someone out there for so many someoneS that I am referring to right now. Do not blame them for ignoring you when once they had loved you so much. Do not despise them for being cold towards you when once they had been so on fire for you. I assure you, dearest someone, ten out of ten someoneS never stopped loving their special someones; betcha they will only love you more and more.

Comments

toPher said…
i sooooo know what you mean bro!!
hehehe...
sometimes, it's just hard to digest those kind of hurtful feeling lar...
you love that person so much and it hurts really bad to feel that sometimes, they don't exacly show that they apperciate you...
that is just unbearable...
sigh..
oh well..
i guess life's like that sometimes...
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