Life's Little Lamentation

People say a hundred thousand eagles cry whenever you cry but the thunderous sound they must make seems eerily silent. You are breathing heavily, enchanted breathing the silence melts all but the soul as the soul unlocks the heart but the mind it chains. Then you seem to soar, an eagle's waiting for scheming thieves to come beside you, around you all over you. Somehow you mutter softly, so softly so defiantly cruel to the ears as the heart experiences the beauty of benevolence. People say a hundred thousand eagles cry whenever you cry but i say they rejoice, they rejoice Mocking justice and void of vendetta.

It's really funny that I should be writing this in a cyber cafe. Not that cyber cafes aren't meant for stuffs like this, but merely the fact that it's the norm now to associate cyber cafes with gaming. And also the fact that I am almost bored to death that prompted me to start. I cannot really explain the feeling that I have now. I know, I know. It's called loneliness to some, or rather most. But then, it explains but half of the feelings I am feeling right now. Let me put it this way. It is one feeling that you will feel if 1) suddenly you have 2 months free of everything but yourself 2) suddenly for the next 14 days you will not be seeing the one you love the most 3) suddenly for the next 14 days too, you will be doing some boring stuffs unworthy of mention 4) suddenly you are left alone for the night before leaving home for almost a month 5) suddenly you find yourself sitting in between 2 gamers totally engrossed in another session of dota and you are there typing th

Sometimes it's perfectly normal for someone to feel disappointed at something someone else had done because it's normal, and there's nothing bigger in this world for that someone at that moment, because the someone that he is disappointed at is the most special person for him. But it is also perfectly normal for you to not play a game when she's playing it. And I can betcha that she's playing extremely well too. So while you are disappointed, the feelings that you will have at that particular moment are those comparable to someone who has just had his heart stabbed. The pain that comes with it is indescribable. You wish that all has never happened. That all remaineth but a dream. So those sometimes make you feel that you want to just let it go, the race to be abandoned. I can assure you that no matter what you do, you will still think of the race. I know it's incomplete, but you will just cherish the journey that had been travelled so far, and enjoy the presence