To Kevin's beloved ones
Most of the time when I start to write, I think of a few names that have played a significant role in making me thought of that piece of writing. Then there are times when the names are so few, I can only get one. There are times too when I can get none, but just fleeting memories of some.
Those times remind me of many things that come rushing in like the anxiety of waiting for a call from someone I love and miss but angered, like eagerly looking forward to getting a *nudge* from her and of course, the mixed feelings of getting to see her.
What I will do most of the times when I start thinking about all these things is that I will continue typing without stopping and I will take a very deep breath in between sentences. The weird thing is somehow I feel if I pause too long, the thoughts I have will go away, and I am left alone to regret taking too long a pause.
Now that I think of it, I do not want to leave anything unsettled, unsaid and unproven. If ever those 3 words bear meanings that I hope they bear, I just pray that I will be one of those who dare to express their love to their love ones without barriers, without borders. Sometimes I think a mask is what I am wearing, and it is time to take it off. I want to cry over the times we had joy and laughter and to laugh over the times we fought. I want to cry over your antics and laugh at your kindness.
Put it this way, if I am to own the world but do not know the meaning behind it, I get nothing. Likewise if I am to know how to be brave and have bigger *spherical objects* and all to every other people but not my beloved ones, I think I earn nothing.
Anyway just let me say this.
There will come a time when the sun will darken and all hope of men fail. Those bleak days will remind me of many things amidst many problems that I will certainly be facing. Before the sun collapses upon me, the last fleeting memory I want to possess at that moment, I hope, with every last beat of my heart, will be the memory of your face; of how your hair shone in the sun, of how your face reflected hope, peace and assurance.
With love,
Kevin
Those times remind me of many things that come rushing in like the anxiety of waiting for a call from someone I love and miss but angered, like eagerly looking forward to getting a *nudge* from her and of course, the mixed feelings of getting to see her.
What I will do most of the times when I start thinking about all these things is that I will continue typing without stopping and I will take a very deep breath in between sentences. The weird thing is somehow I feel if I pause too long, the thoughts I have will go away, and I am left alone to regret taking too long a pause.
Now that I think of it, I do not want to leave anything unsettled, unsaid and unproven. If ever those 3 words bear meanings that I hope they bear, I just pray that I will be one of those who dare to express their love to their love ones without barriers, without borders. Sometimes I think a mask is what I am wearing, and it is time to take it off. I want to cry over the times we had joy and laughter and to laugh over the times we fought. I want to cry over your antics and laugh at your kindness.
Put it this way, if I am to own the world but do not know the meaning behind it, I get nothing. Likewise if I am to know how to be brave and have bigger *spherical objects* and all to every other people but not my beloved ones, I think I earn nothing.
Anyway just let me say this.
There will come a time when the sun will darken and all hope of men fail. Those bleak days will remind me of many things amidst many problems that I will certainly be facing. Before the sun collapses upon me, the last fleeting memory I want to possess at that moment, I hope, with every last beat of my heart, will be the memory of your face; of how your hair shone in the sun, of how your face reflected hope, peace and assurance.
With love,
Kevin
Comments
Firstly, didnt teman me to watch Chris today
Secondly, quote my phrase.
Thirdly, the last paragraph sounds oddly familiar, like something Aragorn said.
=p
With love,
Shelby
Firstly, can't go - some urgent matters to attend to.
Secondly, my apologize for the quotation :P
Thirdly, the last paragraph's 100% original. Any resemblance to what Aragorn said's in fact just pure coincidence. Hehehe