Sun in the Rain

the rain is like a shower in the big blue sky
droplets falling down without knowing why
and there are times when the sun is there
and mixed feelings out of nowhere

then the rain stops and the pleasant feeling is gone
now you see a rainbow with colours radiantly shone
the feelings you have are not terrible but painful
the excruciating pain is not pain but it hurts

somehow you see the rainbow come and go
its magnificent display in the sky is temporal
but somehow along the way you see it again
but time and time you know long the years it will drain

then the feelings come and go as the rainbow
like the rain which has stopped by now
as how the rain smeared your face by the window
so did it shrink the heart, melt it in sorrow;

let not tears be tears themselves
but water poured meaningfully like the rain
just as how the rain came and went
so let the tears come and go without refrain