Life's Little Lamentation

I've finally read a friend's blog today. It must have been like half a month since I've been updating myself of her doings. Oh Gosh...seriously...I really am terribly outdated ! On my way to reading that friend's blog I discovered that I have not been keeping in touch with so many friends that I have promised to keep in touch with. What happen to all those fiery conversations that were full of emotions that we shared over few days at an eventful camp which sounded something like the following - "Hey, how are you? " "Ah, fine... hahaha... *glances abit at the tag hoping to catch a glimpse of the name* er, what's your name? " " Oh... *nods* ... you can call me Kevin... kekeke .... you? " " Nice to meet you Kevin. I am Shirley." ( after many a chat afterwards) "Hey, we must keep in touch after this okay?? " "Of course!!" Of course my foot! That only lasted few months at most. I couldn't keep my promise. I ...

Last night I had a dream. It was so vivid that I remember it even now. It is rare that a dream should ever be remembered so clearly, each and every detail of it, drawn in a way as intricate as an artist could never possibly have done. That dream reminds me of something that I have promised to do long ago but yet. It symbolizes the unconscious self hidden within myself, telling me that there are quite a number of things that I have once wanted, but no longer needed, that there are things I have once despised, but now longed and yearned for. It left me staring at the ceiling, lost in thoughts; the only few weak interruptions were the whispers the wind brought and the occasionally chirping of the common birds. I seemed to have loved that feeling, even gotten used to it - that feeling of adapting to a new environment and forgetting what it is like to have a place to call home. I have forgotten many things along the way to achieve what I have right now. It may be safe to say even that I ...